Yesterday my paperwork came in the mail for the nursing program. I can't kick the multiple feelings I have running through my head right now. I should be jumping in the air, crying and calling everyone but I'm empty. Every move I make doesn't just effect me, it effects the lives of four children and a husband. It's hard because I know that I will do great with the school part but I'm scared because I'm afraid to get help and I wanted more support from family. I didn't think looking back at my life I would be where I am today and family would be the way it is. I get so emotional over this and crying is all I know how to do. I don't think I know how to explain my feelings very well. I have high expectations of people and they seem to get kicked down. I pray that I get through this and not have to give it up. I pray that I will have the strength to succeed for myself and my family. I've already submitted my background check and made my physical appointment so we will see how it goes...right?!
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Just wait - you'll soon enough be going through your graduation ceremony and starting your first day of work. You'll make this happen, girl! We're here for you.
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