A little stressed out is just a light way of saying that I'm so tired and beat up from being in the nursing program. They defiantly have gotten the best of me and it makes me feel daily that I will not get through this process. It's a hard pill to swallow and when they say to take this one day at a time, they are right. I feel lost all the time and defeated daily! I was able to go to the hospital last week and I completely felt in my element but in the back of my head I feel that this can all end due to upcoming test. It bothers me that my attitude has changed and the light at the end of the tunnel is so faint. I don't give up easily and I know I would be an excellent nurse but to get out of this funk is so hard.
Conference was Sunday and I felt the need to listen, yes, I'm admitting that I don't always watch conference but I felt I had no where to turn and I needed the church. Jeffrey Holland put me in tears and not just a few streams down my cheek but the uncontrollable kind. His talk was what I needed and I need to remember that Heavenly Father is here to answer prayers and guide me. It's just so easy to forget when life is busy with kids and the stressors of life.
I will try and be more positive, no promises but if you're reading this please say a prayer for me.
1 comment:
always praying for you,my friend.
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